There are things that we can't change. Things that happen for a reason and sometimes even if that reason is right, we refuse to accept it.

I know I've been rather inactive, haven't been doing much really. Apart from stressing, working and trying to figure life out...
There are things I need to come to terms with... but I'm struggling and its so much harder than anyone realizes because people just expect me to be "okay". They think too highly of me. I guess I'm not that strong. I'm not that great. I can't just forget it like a dream.

Sadly, if I stand still, life moves on without me... but if I choose to move on, you can't ever turn back.
Maybe this was for the best. A good decision on your part, but did you honestly think I could just accept it and move forward? You underestimated how much this all meant to me. Every trip, every time, every memory. It meant more than you could ever imagine... even if I was the one who seemed like I was about to give up first. See now, the thing is, I didn't... but you did.

I don't blame you. I don't hate you. I don't even dislike you.

You're free. No longer trapped by this... that empty feeling can now be filled with someone who will do much more than I could ever do for you and I'm wishing you, from the bottom of my heart, happiness.

到了最后我还是我， 我还会一样的活。 (没想到这首歌是我要唱给你听的）
谢谢你陪了我那么久，你真的付出了很多很多，如果时间能倒流 我应该会选择留下来。可是太晚了。